it makes the writer smile to think of the difference between what makes us happy here and now and this picture which is of the first time happiness occurred in eternity

as eternal landmarks go this is one of the biggies up until this point

he knew from this moment on that a desirable existence was his forever

it was while he was " tuning " himself to the universe

from this time on he could have had an endless solo existence in perfect happiness

　heaven knows he’s earnt it and deserves it

sometimes the writer wishes that he had taken this state and revelled in it for all eternity

he would never have known pain again or witnessed the destruction of souls 　

however the heavenly state means nothing if it can't be shared and nothing but nothing is going to stop the train and here we are

you are going to start appreciating him or the writer will want to know the reason why