all beings were and are brought into being with an ethical bias

that is in a neutral state of being with the instinctive feeling that they endure forever and with the inherited trait of wanting to exist in a way that can be reciprocated

the lover never even had the thought of non existence

if it can't exist in reality he can't think it

he can't even conceive of anything that can't exist

the substance of which a being is composed of is made of eternalities that can change but not cease to exist

perhaps the notion of non existence can only carry a diminishingly depleting changing state, but never arrive at non existence in the absolute sense

which in turn that means that a devolving being can never completely vanish from from existence

eternal damnation?

whatever the predisposing circumstances were and are the road to it hell begins with a single thought

it doesn't mean that if a person thinks i want to die one time that's the start of it

that would be as ridiculous as a person deciding to make the effort to get to heaven after killing someone before killing them

a person actually has to work quite hard to get the ball rolling down the devolutionary chute

it's holding onto the idea and toying with it and possibly becoming obsessed with the idea of not existing that predisposes an action that contains the outcome of death that brings about a persons demise

best play it safe and join with the writer. see ethically orienting